The Real Story Behind 'Awesome Human Beings'"
I need to tell you something I’ve never shared publicly.
10 years ago, I was done.
Not metaphorically. Literally done.
There I was — 3 AM, -20°C Montreal winter, standing barefoot on my balcony, fifteen floors up.
The cold burned my feet. I didn’t care.
My laptop inside showed my bank account: negative $247.16.
My credit cards: maxed at $47,000.
My messages: 16 unread texts from friends in India asking when I’d pay them back.
I’d left everything — my family, my community, my culture — for this “better life” in Canada.
And what did I have to show for it?
A broken life. A bedbug infested apartment I couldn’t afford.
And the creeping realization that I’d made the biggest mistake of my life.
Nobody tells you how lonely immigration really is.
How the silence in your apartment becomes this living thing that follows you everywhere. How you’ll eat instant noodles for the fourth night straight while watching your friends back home post pictures of family dinners.
In that moment, I genuinely wondered if everyone would be better off if I just… wasn’t here anymore.
What stopped me wasn’t inspiration or some magical epiphany.
“It was pure, selfish fear of pain.”
So I climbed back inside, collapsed on the floor of the apartment I could barely afford, and sobbed until I couldn’t breathe.
That night, I made a decision:
If I couldn’t make a success of my life after leaving everything behind in India for “better opportunities,” I’d at least document exactly how I failed so others might avoid my mistakes.
But something unexpected happened when I started breaking down my failures…
I discovered it wasn’t ME that was broken.
It was my SYSTEMS.
About “Awesome Human Beings”
I’m not here to inspire you. Nope.
There’re plenty of people out there. But the percentage of broken people keeps increasing.
I’m here to show you what works when everything else has failed.
This newsletter isn’t for people crushing it.
It’s for people BEING crushed. People who’ve tried every productivity hack, every morning routine, every manifestation technique — and still feel like they’re drowning.
Every week, I share frameworks built from the wreckage of my life. Frameworks that work even when you’re broken, even when you’re alone, even when you’re an immigrant trying to build something from nothing.
Because that’s what I needed when I was sitting on that balcony.
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Or you can learn from someone who’s still sometimes a mess, who built systems specifically for surviving and then thriving when everything is against you.
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Because:
“Awesome human beings” aren’t born that way.
They’re built through systems that account for how hard this world really is.
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