Most People Would Rather Live a Miserable Life Than Ask This One Question (I had to lose everything to finally see it)
You're Not Actually Miserable, You're Just Choosing to Live in An Illusion
I used to think I was just tired all the time.
Bone-deep exhaustion that coffee couldn't touch. The kind where you fantasize about sleep while brushing your teeth at 7 AM.
"It's normal," everyone said.
"Welcome to adulthood," they laughed.
For years, I accepted this as gospel truth. I bought expensive mattresses, tried meditation apps, drank mushroom coffee, and wore blue light glasses like they were a fashion statement.
None of it worked.
Then one random afternoon, I found myself sitting in my car in the parking lot of my 9-5 job, unable to open the door and walk inside. My body simply refused. It wasn't depression (though I've danced with that demon before). It wasn't burnout (though I was certainly flirting with it).
It was my body screaming what my mind couldn't admit:
I wasn't just tired.
I was living with a silent killer.